Thursday, July 16, 2015

New Beginnings

As usual I did not keep up with the blog. Two posts and I disappeared. A lot has happened since and I am now a mom to my four month old prince. He is really a doll. He is playing on his own right now while I sit here typing this.

Hopefully this time I will post more often. Fingers crossed. Post delivery I have been itching to do something to, I think, ascertain myself of normalcy. To have 'Me' time, to be able to express myself or to be able to contribute to the now increased household expenses ... Well whatever it might be. I have to confess I am going through a myriad of emotions.

 I am happy that my long awaited wish of being a mom has been granted , then again I am no longer earning. From being on the verge of joining our family business full time and helping set up office , I am now a full time SAHM. A lot of you who are reading this may have gone through this feeling that I am going through where monthly income stops and you are now dependent on your hubby. My DH has no qualms about me shopping or spending for he knows I never go on a shopping spree or indulge in foolish impulsive buys. But is Dil ko kaun samjhaye ( Who will explain this to my heart).


So now after this brief description of my state, I will start posting my journey here onwards. Also I would love to share a post here and there about my struggle with trying to be a mom before I conceived. Probably someone out there going through it will feel comforted and feel a little better while TTC. The posts may seem about this that and everything and haphazard to some. But that's what this is about my world , my reflections. J

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